..AiiAiiLurhh..

this is ermayushida (:

this is amie (:

well...im so lazy to update things. so many things happen lately. but i really love the part when im at aye's house yesterday. memorable day ever. lol. *blushblush*

yeah. juz now had OFA exam. i've forgotten evrytink. i dunno wat i did to my documents. some of it cant even open. haha! serious. but im still hoping to pass uhh.. next its left wif CPA. that one lagy gone case sia. damn it. tis morning woke up early to mit adeq Erma at tampines. takder keje marh. so took 27 n met her at Tamp mrt control station. after the exam, we suppose to have class. but it was all cancelled. so yeah. went home around 11 plus. wif adeq, daddy, yaya, trisyia, zul, harith, and izzat. dhen alight the mrt at tamp wif trisyia n zul. then took bus 27 wif zul. hehes. funny sia he. nak step gangster tak menjadi. in skool dhe whole day azman msg2 me. lol. he's weird. but ive asked hym to take things slow. i seriously got no feelings towards anybody now. yeah. im sure of it. juz confusions here n there. i cant wait for danny to come out coz ive gotta tell hym evrytink. lyk really evrytink on how i felt n some stuff.

i miss NUR INSYIARAH INTIKHAB PERWAZ!

hurhurr.

i cant wait for gamelan tmrw (:

"you something special, you juz lyk dynamite"

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 6:51 PM

blank~ im seriously blank. too many to update. haiyaa.

niways yest, which is sunday, Din aka Daddy came over to my place to teach me BEV. thank alot daddy. do appreciate that lots. becoz of me u terlambat to meet mummy at PS. btw sorry mummy. =( ..dhennn i ask amie to tagg along. so yeahh..after dat chill wif lilsis n amie after daddy went off.

now im in mr lim's class for CRM. beside my beloved lilsis Ermayushida ^_^. hehe. she's so cute (: love ya lots adeqkushh shayang (:

after this, will be having BEV mock test. if we fail this test today, we cant take dhe actually exam on wed. so we gotta wait till re-test. i dun wan sia. i already study. so wish me luck guys (: heeeeeeee~

i seriously dunno wat happen to Aye. he sounds so diff today. he ask me to come over today but i cant. haish. im sorry Bff. you noe i would if i could. dhennnn danny..idk wassup wif hym now. nobody wanna bail hym out. i seriously dunno wat to do. just leave it to god coz ive tried my best to get ppl to bail hym out but they juz dun wan. so yeahh. gtg now.

astala vista~

sayonara

"can we pretend that airplanes in the night sky are like shooting stars,

i could really use a wish right now"

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 1:08 PM

will update tmrw~ phewww~!

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 4:40 PM

firstly i wanna say,

HAPPY 3RD MONTHSARY to myself n danny mumuh (:

bbylurve, i lurve euu soooooooooooo much.

words cant explain...

how much i love u.

how much i need u.

how much i wanna be wif u.

how much i adore u.

dan 'how much'2 yg sewaktu dengannyer. (:

pls trust me back lyk how u used to.

ive admit my mistake.

n i promise u that it wont happen anymore.

u too, pls listen to me.

mummy is no longer in this world.

i noe that u r depressed n sad.

but no matter what u have to move on.

im sure she wanna see u succeed in lyfe.

i still remember wat u said when we were in dhe sea the other day.

insya'allah it will come true.

amin.

i'm missing you!

this song is for u syg.

(takkan pisah- eren)

sayang aku ingin berbicara kepadamu

tentang apa yang tengah aku rasakan

ada apa, ada apa katakanlah semuanya

ku kan dengarkan duhai cintaku

bila nanti orang tuamu tak meridhoi dengan

apa yang ku rasakan padamu

semua orang tua ingin yang terbaik untuk anaknya

begitu pun orang tuaku

`
kau takkan tinggalkanku

takkan pernah, sayangku

janjimu janjiku untukmu

`
reff:

takkan ada yang pisahkan kita

sekali pun kau telah tiada

akan ku pastikan

ku kan memeluk menciummu di surga

`
jangan kau pergi tinggalkan aku

bawa aku ke mana kau mau

janji ku padamu

jiwa dan ragaku mati pun ku mau

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 9:13 AM

on saturday, spent my day at home coz im super tired. at night, Acul's family n Meera's family came over to my house. Meera went off around 12 plus but Acul left around 3 am. hahas. by then i cannot tahan oredi. so i went off to sleep. n at the same tyme i cant wait for tomorrow (:

SUNDAY!!! it has finally arrived! lol. woke up early in dhe morning to goreng fried rice, fishcakes, bergedil, boil sausages, pack some sambal goreng n serunding dhen go n bath. hehe. im going picnic wif bbylurve at changi beach. around 10 i meet hym at pasir ris. dhen we took 89. ive bought shades from cotton on for myslf (: heeeheeee. dhen we find a spot when we reach lorrrr..dhe sun was shining. it was super hot. dhennnn..i pack our things n put under dhe tree. dhen me n bbylurve go for a swim. suddenly it started to rain. we juz stay in dhe sea. coz i was super cold when we go to dhe shore. we wait n wait n wait. from drizzling to heavy rain dhen more heavy rain -_____-'' it was scary in dhe sea. serious. but bbylurve so degil. he say we shud juz stay in. so..listened o hym lor. its getting late oredi.so, wateva it is we've juz have to get our things which im suppose its already wet by now. haiya. dhen bbylurve felt very very sick. hys left side of hys body cramped. poor thing. dhen when i've changed my clothes. we went to visit bbylurve's fren, kechyk. dhen toktoktok. dhen around 8 plus we went off to take 89 to sengkang. dat is when bbylurve start to freeze in dhe bus. i dunno wat to do. hys hand turns white. lyk really really white. i hold his hand tight but it's not working. dhen finally we reached sengkang. he was supposed to take 88 back home after that. but i ask hym to wait for awhle. i ran back home to take my thick sweater n make hym hot nescafe dhen ran back to hym wif farhanna. dhen i let hym feel warm again first uhh..after 30 mins dhen he felt better but hys left side of dhe body is still cramp-ing. me n far pity hym but at dhe same tyme, we laugh. coz its super funny. he kept on knocking down things. lot of things happen. bbylurve, tanx for evrytink. sorry for laughing at u. i juz cant help it.

heeee (:

ilysm!

today..i woke up late. suppose to reach skool by 8 but i only went to skool after break which is at 1pm. dhen otp wif bbylurve.dhen play fb games. n blablabla. i tought of deleting my fb account. dunno ahh. still considering. haiya. k laaaa... i've gotta go.

toodles~!

"pasir putih tepi pantai~

ombak saling berkejaran~"

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 1:08 PM

well..i didnt blog yesterdae coz i was very tired...so roughly on wed after skool, went lepak-ing wif my gyler ite peeps. it was hectic. hahas. haiya...dah la..bout yesterday uhh..

yesterday skool suppose to finish at 3pm but due to some reasons we ended our class at 11am. siang keper...so went lepak-ing wif dhem again...around 1.30pm went off to bbylurve's house. (: he was 'high'. so mcm biol sikit. hahas. but in a cute way. he make for me milo. dhen i was stirring it uhh...skali when i see dhe 'spoon', it was not a spoon. he was stirring wif a knife! lol. dhen i ak hym why he nvr use spoon. he say that is a spoon wat...dhen i show it infront of hym n he laugh out load. lol. aperrrrrr jerrrr... dhen at 6 we went off to city hall..in dhe bus we fought. but evrytink is fine after dat. he keep on saying, "yela..i can takde burger nak kasi u..i tkder duit nak topup kan fon u slalu mcm Zaki"

-___-"

afterdat,he send me to dhe mrt station dhen went off to meet hys frens.

today went to skool as per normal. Mr Lim was not here again so we had a very long break. so we went lepak-ing again. thanks Daddy (din) for blanja-ing me (: im broke la....haiyaaa...after eating.. dah start ah. they keep on disturbing me rabak2..i beat Wan lyk wat sia. i pity hym. but i cant do anitink. my melatah gets more terok everyday ;( by then, im very very very tired. serious. tak bedek. phewwww.. niways ive kissed 4 poles today. wth. n ya..bbylurve called me n say dat hys fon went missing. hys fren curik. wth. give hym bck hys fon la! see la i cannot text hym animore ;( get a new fon aites shayang (:

k laaaa...aiiaii tired. wanna go off..tc peeps.

Astala Vista (:

"how long can it be?"

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bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 2:15 PM

well..yesterday i meet bbylurve at novena. after dat he treat me KFC..dhen as usual..he will disturb dhe ppl around hym..funny but embarrassing at dhe same time. wateva it is, i still enjoy being beside me. dhen we walk to somewhere which i cant tell coz he got appointment wif someone which i cant tell too...after dat met his crazy fren. i dunno if he really crazy or not. haha. i was talking to hym uh. he's an indian guy..dhen he told me that he slept wif all kinds of woman before dhen shared some experience..lol..i noe..its juz not needed. andandand, he was using soccer top , bottom n even SOCCER SHOES! when he dun even have soccer. lol. n never joined soccer before. haiya..he old oredi la..53. lol. dhen bbylurve send me to dhe bustop dhen kissed gdbye (:

dhenn..took 21 to eunos..dhen took mrt to bedok. had gamelan uh...blablabla...

at night, bbylurve told me sumtink. i cried. dhen he scold me coz he was jealous coz i git lots of guy fren. lyk really angry. he was fucking jealous bout Zaki. damn it. i shouldnt told hym at all but, i still have to tell hym. argh! dhen i cried all night long. we talk till 5am. eh. wrong. he talk, i cried till 5 am. haishh...

dhen tis morning, he called me. he told me dat he's sorry. he scold me coz he lurve me. he dun wanna loose me. he dun wan me to contact other guys. so yeah.

my eyes r swollen now. nyai ask me if im ok. i juz nod my head n look away n ive burnt my mum's new ironboard.haiyo. confirm kena scolding later sia.

so yeah..im gg off now. Mr lim let us go early. so yeah. till dhen.

*no matter what, i still lurve eu bby*

bby,im in lurve wif eu♥ 2:38 PM